Me, Myself and Lavanya

May be we don't deserve each other,may be she doesn't or may be I don't. Times are becoming tougher as the days are passing by. On 16th April, she had almost given up all hope on being with me. The reason being, she feels I dont let her do things independently as she always wants. We have had a lot of arguments and discussions on this topic, but never we have arrived at a conclusion till now. Both of us are stubborn enough to listen to each other. As she always says, until she feels that there is something wrong in whatever she is doing or has done, she would never feel sorry about that. I am not the same. I do try to understand whatever people tell me (people whom I care about) and many times think upon what they say very seriously. Anyways, that's a different topic…

Day before yesterday, at 6pm her brother called and asked her to just listen to her parents and agree to whatever they want. He said it in a very rude way though! Basically, he is a person who doesn't talk too much and he's 2 years younger to her. It was the first time, he talked so rudely to her. As both of her parents are diabetics, they have been blackmailing her taking their health as a ground, and in a way threatening to kill themselves if she doesn't oblige to them! That's quite obvious for people who are from a very conservative familiy and prefer getting their children married within their folks. Yea.. they do it to preserve their caste, heritage, familiy history etc.

Anyways, they are going to get her married by the end of this year. I have this feeling that something too bad is going to happen, but I am not finding any ways to stop this from becoming too much of hell…