Me, Myself and Lavanya

Every other night I get so many dreams about her, the nice days spent with her. She might be thinking I will forget her as time passes by and marry someone the way she did. She thinks she knows what pain is. She can’t tolerate even a bit of the pain I am going through every day after she got married. I never used to trust anyone easily. But, after this bitch ditched me, I can’t ever trust any other girl in my life. This is for the bitch : She might sleep with how many ever guys she wants, however, I can’t. She was the first girl I slept with and truly loved and will be the last.

She has completely ruined me and my life. I am not able to sleep properly without taking sleeping pills or drinking. Before leaving me the bitch said goodbye to my face! I still have all of her shit messages with me. All bloody lies. The bitch is the greatest liar I have ever seen in this world. I loved her so much, still the bitch was never satisfied. She wanted a husband with more money, a house and all the comforts of a modern world. I rarely used to ask that bitch to spend a single rupee on me, helped her whenever she needed any money, still she used to tell me, love is not everything in life! What the fuck? 

She left me alone to suffer. Only she can make me happy, make me smile. She could have stayed with me if she truly wanted. I want her back, I want to stay with my baby. I am missing her a lot. No matter what she has done to me, still I want her back. I will always wait for her. She always thought of her parents happiness and gave me a lower priority whenever it came to marriage. Spoke shit about love most of the time, if not all the time.

It makes me cry a lot, when I think of this bitch sleeping with another guy the same way she used to sleep with me…