Me, Myself and Lavanya

I still miss you and love you a lot, my baby. You might have forgotten me and started planning your bright future with your husband. What else you have to do! You got everything you wanted from life. You got a loving and caring husband with lots of money. Staying in the US and making a lot of new friends. You can’t imagine what you have done to me. I am not even able to be happy for a few minutes. I read your old messages every day. I miss you every day. I miss u a lot. You spoiled my life, my baby, my sweet little farex baby, my hippopotamus. I cry a lot every day reading your messages. I know you forget things very easily and I know you much better than any other person can ever know. I love you much more than you can ever imagine. You are a very good actor. You wanted someone with lots of money. Why didn’t you tell me that clearly? For you a car and a good house were always more important than love. This is what you call security. You are feeling secure now as you are married to someone who has all what you wanted. You have actually sold yourself to that person. He has purchased you from your parents. Even a fool can understand that! The way you are raoming all over the world with that person, I can guess how much money he has got. For you money was everything. You can’t imagine the situation im in now. I just want to die. You must be thinking, I keep on saying… I want to die.. so many times, still why am i alive! Right?

Just have a hope that, may be one day you will come back to me. I know its too foolish and stupid for a person like you to think of. May be you would become pregnant soon and then you will have many other things to do. But, why did you spoil my life, bitch? You are nicely enjoying your life in US. Showing off ur husband’s money, car, house to others. While you were sleeping with me, you never told me money is the most important thing to you. You look so innocent from the outside, but you are one cruel little, selfish lady who can do anything for money. Even an animal would be having more love in its heart. You just know faking things and acting. A person like you can never be happy for long. You are killing me each and every day slowly. You will deserve for each and every moment of pain I am going through. You will pay for every drop of tear that has come out from eyes. You will pay, not from your husband’s money. You will pay from your heart. Some time in your life you will realise.

You made me love you, spent so much time with me, and then just left me and married someone else. It’s because of people like you, love gets a bad name. You bloody liar, I will never marry and when I am about to die, you will surely hear from me.